Friday, May 12, 2006

Decade.
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-melZ.

Burning fires, arsonist desire.
Licking flames of due time lust,
Dissolving , enjoying , collaborating the dust.
Vacuum that presses in the pain , the dirt.
Faulty yet deterring ,
That of a lover's goodbye.

Grumbling hunger, a heart that's melting away.
No one sees , the trembling blood clots , wandering.
A thousand years it seems, a hundred years left to cry.
In the haze , the break takes place,
Elevating the angst of a past in time.
Preserve the mass , now so worthless and just one.

Trapped within a well-bodied stutter.
Echoes searching the walls of menace.
Where the colours erase, fallen leaves replace.
Contagious blood shot wounds scarring the place.
Corpses in every corner, every gloom ,
And peace in every unsheltered storm.

Over the fatigue , the tendencies of the worn out.
Disease of the young, dying to be old.
Oscillating vaults left empty and spinning.
Familiar sounds of a lullaby playing.
So sweet.
Bitter medicine tastes so fine now.
Choke on thus perfection;
And laughters will sprout.

Wrote this poem cos Im SICK of how everybody is treating me, taking me for granted. I should just die , no one would notice anyway. People always want me there for them. But have they ever thought about me?! When I felt so weak, coughing the hellstone out of me, when I felt despair, all alone, did anyone bother? NO. fuck. dont you know that im not a mat, im a HUMAN BEING with feelings , mind you. i appear cold but in actual fact, i've just given up. ALRIGHT. So im gonna just wait. If you want me , then shoot. If not, fine then. it's fine with me. Ill never make the first move and be left a stupid fool.

12:56 PM

`____mellisais productions-   Â©2005-2006





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melissa - elisabeth
mel/lissa - lisais
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previous compositions
- it's not
- Confusion
- oh yeah?
- Sting of the venom.
- Fire.
- de amour.
- i just don't know
- BLOOD
- the rock by the roadside.
- when i was young.


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